Perfume

The whiff of the perfume brought back past memories, while waiting for the lift to open on her floor; she let her mind traveled, to where and when everything seemed like a long forgotten dream.

She felt someone patted her head and looked up, it was her best friend. She wiped her eyes with the palm of her hand and let her best friend hold her and repeating the word again and again “It’s ok, you will be fine, it’s ok, I am here with you.”

She looked up to sky, the bells tolled at the back of her, the sky was clear on the day of her best friend departure. She closed her eyes and let the wind fell on her hair and on her face. She remembered her words “I am here with you. You will be fine”

“What would you do if the only string that left you hanging in this world broke off?” her voice trailed the air. He looked at her, his eyes became gentler and then said “well one thing for sure, you will be grasping everything else in this world and probably while doing so you found that there’s a hand extending to grab you.” She turned her head to look at him smiling at her; she smiled back “probably?” He let out a little chuckle “the most important thing is you try hard before the end” She answered him with a small smile. He took her hand and held it tightly. She felt the warmth of his hand and looked into his eyes and found that they were looking at her soul, “There’s a hand holding you” and held his hand back tightly while the wind blew softly.

The lift door opened and she saw him there, smiling at her. She smiled at him widely and said “You are here”. He smiled back and said “I am here with you.”

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Wierd.. what happened ?

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Yep..I'm in my total Stress mood.. can i use menopause as an excuse ? Shit.. of course cannot .. !@@$%^&*(^@#$%^

Monday Blues case #2009399

I'm 27!

Dear God,

Little did I expect that I will be 27 this fast. I thought I just celebrated my 17th Birthday with my mushroom hair-style and with my T-shirt and Jeans girlfriends.

Just a blink of an eye, I suddenly graduated High School, graduated College, went into employment pool, and has been working for almost 3 years. Without realizing, I almost reached the normal limit that Mothers usually put on Daughters, 30 years old. And still single.. I don't know whether this is the time for me to say "Sucks... why still no partner for me?" or not..

As I was replaying my life during the eve of my birthday, I know that I missed so many things in life, but I also gained so much. I have sinned and caused you so much grieve, Father but You continue to bless me with this wonderful life.
Along the way I lost some people that I loved and I met with new people that I can love and people that I can try to forgive and start to like.. thank you Father for these people, because without these people, I wont be who I am today.

But Lord, thank you for your guidance, your ways, and you plans for me these years. Thank you for always being there for me and blessed me with so much love and joy and happiness and let me learn from my mistakes, the pains, and the annoyance to always and always stay strong in You, to walk with you diligently and to rely on You.
I know I have not been the best daughter to You and I am very very sorry for that. But Lord thank you for always bringing me back to You by the end of the day, to always mend my ways and to always prepare me for the "wars" when the new day comes.

Father, so many things I wanted to thank you for... I think I will start by saying.. "Thank you for giving me Life and keeping me going till this day"

LOVE Always,

Your Daughter, Jade

What could cheer up your day #1

1. Receiving Email from a good friend who has lost touch for almost 1 year.

Case Study #1

Dear Jade:
I have been in love with one of my friends for sometime now. He is the total opposite of me and I think that's what makes me like him. Our level of friendship is normal friends apporaching good-friends.
Due to work condition, we seldom meet and we only communicate through emails or sometimes (very rare) MSN. Lately, he didn't send anymore emails or not even replying to the last email that I sent him. Last night, I found out that he was actually in town last weekend but he didn't call me. I was shocked and I thought that even as friends he didn't really care about me. That means he didn't like me. I am so sad now and I had told myself to forget about him but somehow it stuck there. I know I'm stupid.. but you know, like they say, when you are in love, somehow you are an idiot. You agree? - theskyisdark-

Dear TheSkyIsDark,

Can I slap you now? How many times have I told you to forget about him? How many times have I actually screamed at you to wake up and see the sun? He doesn't like you more than a normal friend! He is just treating you as one of his friend. Heck, if he is not even calling you when he was in town, probably he doesn't really treat you as a friend anyway. He won't have any special feelings towards you because he is not even in the same town with you. You said you communicated through emails and MSN. How do you really "feel" him? It's only letters.
Most important, do you really like him? How do you know that you like him if you are not even spending times with him anymore? Emails? MSN? is that a good way to know someone ? I don't think so.. I still prefers lunches, dinners, hang outs, to actually know a person. At least face-to-face conversation is better rather than a cold laptop screen, rite?
Dear friend, I tell you, please forget about this friend of yours and please move on. Ok, now it might be hard, but slowly you will see what I meant. Yes you are stupid and idiotic now, but people are created with the ability to learn and develop themselves. So I am sure that after the sky is clear, you will see that your new love actually is the one besides you literally not virtually. - Jade

Can I have a Bumblebee, please?

Oh I just adore this yellow robot!

He is cute, courageous, loyal, funny, intelligent, sensitive, and strong. Plus, he is an excellent driver.

Which man can beat that ?

An Era Has Passed.. Again

Today, I woke up to a sms from my sister. "Freak, Michael Jackson is dead"

I didn't really think about it and even after reading about it (while eating my Egg and Cheese Sandwich) in the office, I didn't really feel anything. Well, it's a sad thing when people passed away, especially quietly at night, but I thought hm since I'm not a fan, I'm not very into surgically enchanced guy, I don't really bother to spend my time wopping to the sad news.

Not until I heard his song on the radio that my colleague turned on. Something suddenly crept up to me, whether I'm aware or not, he was actually the King of Pop. During my secondary and high school days, he was the King, he was a wonderful entertainer, at least, he created his own era. Now that he is gone, I think... that era is forever gone with him. He will definitely be missed deeply.

So for me, I started to feel a little blue because not only that no more Jacko's jokes or news. I felt that my youth days will be over soon. And to that I'm scared.